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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
12:26 pm	half centuries and moonlit skies.. Im going to be 20 in a few months...i intend on dying at 50. maybe 55. maybe 1111 so everyone can make a wish when i die... go back to those gold soundz... (Comment on this)
Monday, October 30th, 2006
3:17 pm	i dont trust anyone who doesnt keep soda at their home. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
9:13 pm	i want to funnel all of my words into a landfill (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
2:57 pm	i like how no one has mentioned tom petty...im pretty sure he is dead anyways. Current Music: the world is yours-NAS (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
10:17 pm	the march is on. this is the most helpful song in my life. amarillo by morning is the most debilitating song in my life. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 14th, 2006
10:24 pm	what i enjoy in myself im pretty sure no one else does..i think thats for the best..otherwise id be really self indulgent... balls are the life force of humanity. gross saggy balls are our creator (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
4:16 pm	The sirens bring life in 360 degrees of light. confusion's on the floor. see no junkies. just a junky. he is dead and gnoe, but he lives on in the expression of every junky since. everyone is either hungry or full. (Comment on this)
Monday, September 11th, 2006
3:59 am	the only things that keep my alive are red bull/monster/sparx and cigarettes I have two more paragraphs to go due tomorrow at 8...i love aberham lincoln now but hate his class and what it does to me. I can't transfer from this class...the only class i cant. If lincoln had it as easy as this teacher there would have been no secesion and i wouldnt be in this class. he could have simply told the south they couldnt seceede and it would have been so Current Music: in my room id probably be asleep (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
7:37 pm	the moon is beautiful tonight i dont smoke spirits anymore only newpies and lots. thats all i really have.really. Current Music: dj shadow (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
11:52 am	its 11:45..this is officially the latest ive ever woken up. Current Music: white light/white heat-velvet underground (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
12:47 pm	Go back to those gold soundz And keep my advent to your self Because its nothing I dont like Is it a crisis or a boring change? When its central, so essential, It has a nice ring when you laugh At the low life opinions And theyre coming to the chorus now... I keep your address to myself cause we need secrets We need secrets crets crets crets crets crets back right now Because I never wanna make you feel That youre social Never ignorant soul Believe in what you wanna do And do you think that is a major flaw When they rise up in the falling rain And if you stay around with your knuckles ground down The trials over, weapons found Keep my address to myself because its secret Cuz its secret cret cret cret [etc.]... back right now So drunk in the august sun And youre the kind of girl I like Because youre empty and Im empty And you can never quarantine the past Did you remember in december That I wont eat you when Im gone And if I go there, I wont stay there Because Im sitting here too long Ive been sitting here too long And Ive been wasted Advocating that word for the last word Last words come up all youve got to waste (Comment on this)
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
8:09 pm	boogie man music Current Music: unicorns/mos def (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:43 am	so Ive been in oklahoma which was alright...I accidentally drove through Okemah, woody guthrie's home town. I saw him on Main Street, even without the murrials. Main Street was a ghost town. It was a dead industrial heart and there were no signs of pacemakers, no signs of transplants, who could?. The buildings were solid red brick. Row after row of the american dream that was forgotten. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
8:58 pm	if you commented on my on the waterfront post name yourself This year Halloween fell on a weekend Me and Geto Boyz are trick-or-treating Robbing little kids for bags Till an old man got behind our ass So we speeded up the pace Took a look back and he was right before our face We'd be in for a squab' no doubt So I swung and hit the nigga in his mouth He was going down, we figured But this was no ordinary nigga He stood about six or seven feet Now, that's the nigga I'd been seeing in my sleep So we triple-teamed on him Dropping them motherfuckin B's on him The more I swung the more blood flew Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too Then I felt just like a fiend It wasn't even close to Halloween It was dark as fuck on the streets My hands were all bloody from punching on the concrete God damn, homie My mind is playing tricks on me Current Music: geto boys/minds playin tricks (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 24th, 2006
10:37 pm	"holla at me, what it do, what it is, yeaint never seen a playa like this(holla at me baby) I'm a pimp Im a show her how I live take her back and then put it in her ribs(holla at me baby) I'm a monster I do it real big yeaint never rocks like this(holla at me baby)" so on the waterfront is basically the best movie Ive ever seen. yesterday was the morning and tomorrow is the future. Tomorrow never comes. I have my music back. thats the best news ive heard in a long time. I dont know where my bank card is though..and it could have been missing for 2 weeks...I have zero idea right now other than I probably left it at my dads house so I wont have it for another year or so. i have nothing else to say. other than maybe holla at me baby. no. nevermind. nothing to say. Current Music: thievery corp./mississipi john hurt (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
5:02 pm	foritfied injustice.. so...i fucking do nothing these days.my life is a void. the rest is drivel. the void is key. I gave up on my laptop yesterday was one of the best descisions ive ever made, but in the midst of transfering my music from it to a desktop i nabbed from my dad I lost roughly 1000 songs (out of 1500). Namely everything Ive ever bought off itunes. that pretty much makes me sick but its really ok because i figured out how to make my millions. Yesterday I was bored so i was gonna buy some porn and I didnt want to drive to the east side to get it. I went online and found that shipping of pornagraphic materials are illegal in the US. So My idea is to create an Itunes of porn. A network in which you can buy individual porns which are studio quality from multiple studios over the internet. They already do tv shows so I dont see how it wouldnt be possible. Other than the whole a bunch of porn is like 4 hours long which makes no fucking sense to me btw...but thats for another day. whats for today is making millions... so I can get my music back. and maybe some orange juice. Im depleeted. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
5:21 pm	there is a movie listed on imdb as in preproduction called joan of bark: the story of the dog that saved france. it has will farrel and is written and directed by david mammet WHAT THE FUCK (4 Comments |Comment on this)
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Friday, May 5th, 2006
10:17 am	I left my backpack in the bed of my truck last night. I hate the life I've made for myself. or at least the compenants I made boom Current Music: dj shadow (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
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